The more you restrict, the more you’ll enjoy the food you’ve been missing out on. The less sugar you add to everything, the less desserts you have, the sweeter it’ll all taste once you finally have it again.
Think of it like taking a step back in life to really appreciate the things you couldn’t before. Set a goal for yourself, tell yourself you can have that junk food once you’re at a weight where you’re more comfortable with your body. Trust me, you’ll thank yourself later for waiting to indulge on it. It’ll taste so much better than it ever did before.